9.25.2010

(Some) Reasons to Not Date Me

1. I'm apathetic and unopinionated about a lot of things in the world.
2. I get lazy.
3. Sometimes, I'm too honest.
4. I lug around a decent amount of baggage.
5. A lot of times when there's toothpaste residue in the sink, I'm too lazy to wipe it up.
6. (Relative to a lot of people and with regard to certain things) I'm dirty.
7. (Unlike a lot of people) I have regrets.
8. I'm not funny.
9. I can be really fake/awkward around people I don't make a connection with.
10. I overanalyze a lot things.
11. I don't keep up with current events.
12. I'm easily influenced by things I think are "cool."
13. I'm carefree and careless.
14. I lack momentum.
15. I'm tainted.

9.17.2010

Carbon

Everything's cast in a blue-gray film lens, and the world has yet to rub its eyes and wonder what happened last night. There's a feeling of a sports bra and cheap gym shorts and a portable CD player and invisible fog and youth. I realize that I am merely the echo of everyone else around and before me - of people millions, centuries and yesterdays ago.  

8.21.2010

For now, living out of boxes

8.17.2010

Flakes of Dust

It's 4:11 a.m.


Life Goals:
Goal #1: Be better.



Let's see what happens.

8.15.2010

Alone with My Thoughts




While in Rome:
When I think about where I am and what I’ve been doing with my life for the past month or so, it makes me smile.


Money does buy happiness.

Never seen so many priests and nuns walking through the general population before. Sat next to a nun on the metro today. I felt sacrilegious playing songs on my iTouch with curse words in them. There was a little boy who was walking through the metro playing the accordion. The nun was the only one who gave the boy any money.

This probably sounds ignorant, because I don’t personally know any nuns, but I just wonder if it isn’t depressing to be in the world outside their sanctuaries. Do they only see the sins that pockmark other people’s lives? Do they only see pain and suffering? Do they only see the flaws in God’s little statuettes? Or maybe they just see the beauty of them.

Despite all the designers originating from Italy, no one’s really that well dressed here.

You ever have a friend from high school whose eyes always involuntarily twitched? Mine are starting to. No idea why.

If I could choose one adjective to summarize Connie, I would choose "Connie."

I don’t seem to have to the charisma lately to turn “it” on.


Random thoughts while traveling through England:
a) General inquisitiveness about everything around me: stairs, expressions, the fashion industry, adverts, how transportation operates...
b) Feeling like a mouse in a maze.
c) God, I need to learn Chinese.
d) What is American food?
e) I have wrinkles. (Actually, this one's while looking in the mirror.)


Sorry, no pictures. Refer to the Facebook.

8.02.2010

Every clown fish will forever be named Nemo

7.21.2010

Everyone in the world is asleep...

7.06.2010

Pensamientos

The couples here are exactly what you would imagine European couples would be. Maybe I'm just an American wanting to fulfill my previous romanticized expectations I've had, but every time I see them in the street, they're always holding hands and kissing each other without a care in the world about anyone around them (massive PDA is everywhere.) It's not the kind of holding hands and kissing that occurs for no reason or out of complacency. It always looks so passionate, and everyone looks in love.


In the gardens of Alhombra, Granada


Went shopping the other day. Though the prices were rock bottom, I just couldn't bring myself to rummage through a table that looked like it projectile vomited clothes.


Rebajas en Zara

Lost 30€, but don't tell my mom.


It's been averaging 104 degrees Fahrenheit here lately.

We need to install a bike rental program from CH to Carrboro. They have a program where you can pick up a bike at any station (which saturates almost every block) and drop it off at any one you want. My roommate and I have been riding around two people on one bike. Absolutely love it.




If you're wondering about the food, it's been a little lackluster. Burger King was a disappointment. However, our señora's food has been amazing.

Serious bit: 

Went to Granada and Córdoba this weekend. I kind of wish I wasn't so tired and slightly hungover when we went sightseeing. After I starting feeling better in the mosque or cathedral we were perusing, I started having an amazing time: truly appreciating all the little details and hours of awesome manpower that it took to construct structures that still stand to this day and house thousands of patrons everyday. It's amazing what people will do for their faith. Imagine spending hundreds, maybe thousands of hours carving the same elaborate mosque.



The most important thing I realized when I visited these landmarks is that it's not about being able to check them off bucketlists or being able to post boring pictures on Facebook no one will ever look at. It's truly an internalized experience that can only be experienced on the most personal level. Even the most magnificent sites will never hold meaning unless they are derived from your own mind. Seeing a site is not about what you see with your eyes but the thoughts that are created from seeing what you see. 


Never thought sightseeing would be so trippy.


We visited a mosque built, literally, for royalty. Imagine living back then and having your own castle. Ahhh to live like a king.






View from the castle


I think I've woken up from a coma. There was a period in my life where I oozed creative thoughts and, honestly, 

happiness towards the world around me. Hopefully, I've found it again. This morning I had so many thoughts, I could barely get them down on paper. I felt like the guy from Memento*. Right now, I can barely grasp the creativity I felt this morning to put in this post. I think that's why I'm always sending my random thoughts in the form of mass texts to my friends. A text is so instantaneous. My phone is always readily available, and I can disseminate my thoughts to the world outside. If they stay in my head, they're lost almost forever.



Less serious bit:

It's amazing how quickly you get used to being sweaty and being ok with it.


It's amazing how much deodorant I need.

Interacting with my host ma and seeing how wonderfully elegant she is reminds me of some people back home *cough* Katherine *cough* that would make great hosts for exchange students - once they're older of course.

I love how everyone is so cheap here as far as energy usage goes. Everyone is an environmentalist here. Everyone always turns off lights when they leave the room or doesn't use them if it's possible. Short showers, and no one here would ever shower twice in a day no matter how sweaty they would get during the day. Light air conditioning. Walking EVERYWHERE. If you know me, you know why I love it.




Granada

People permanently on vacation:

Guide book authors
Food critic/Film critic/Site critic/any kind of critic
Tour guides
Bloggers
Study abroad administrators
Paris Hilton


Hilarious comment on siestas: "Spain is a country where the unemployment rate is over 20-percent, yet the people still observe naptime every afternoon."
Check it out at http://tiny.cc/58d11




I need to live life - better.

More to come.



*I'd think one thing and 5 seconds later, it'd be like a brand new day with brand new thoughts. Google it and/or watch it.

7.01.2010

Chupito

Sevilla reminds me so much of Vietnam. The way the signs are kind of beat up. The streets are filled with honking taxis. There are always people walking around on the streets. The buildings all have shops on the bottom floors and above those stores are apartments. The airport. The car dealerships. (Oddly,) the smells. Even the billboards look similar. It's such an odd mix of Westernized, modern people submerged in older, Spanish colonial buildings.


Vietnam





Same same but different

Stayed in Hotel Alcázar the first day - supre nice. Best thing about the hotel: bidet. Never felt cleaner.

We went to dinner at a hole in the wall kind of place with all the higher-ups of the program. Open air kinda place. In Sevilla, there’s insane mazes of alleyways that have pubs and bars and restaurants that still manage to draw people.

After dinner, we went to a bar named Flaherty’s. Sounds Irish, huh? It was filled with a mix of Spainards and foreigners. Heard a good bit of English being thrown around. Turns out, we need to step our Spanish futból game up – there’s like 15 different chants we need to learn (Spain won thank goodness.) Drinks are about the same cost in America if you convert everything. Like I said: the exchange rate kind of sucks.

Afterwards, we wandered through the streets of Sevilla. Up every tiny alleyway there were closed shops and happy sports fanatics. The city really wakes up starting about 10 pm (yea, I'm surprised that wasn't a cliché either.) Everyone likes to go to plazas and grab a drink. We finally ended up at la Plaza Salvador (I’m pretty sure.) We talked to quite a few locals. A couple recommended “tinto de verano” to us. It’s wine mixed with some kind of sparkling lemonade. It was good, and it was cheap. And everyone in our program has been obsessed ever since. While it's usually a faux pas to drink anything else but wine with wine, Spainards add juice, ice, Fanta even. 

At about midnight, everyone moves from plazas to discotecas and it really starts turning into a huge club scene. But for the night, we just decided to head for the hotel. Didn't have my camera so no pics. Sorry, use your imaginación.

Next morning, we met our señoras/host families. 





Straight out an Ikea catalogue.


I live with my roommate, Jordan. Our señora is absolutely brillante. She’s a Biology teacher who lives with her son (who has yet to wake up.) Her apartment is nicely decorated, modern, great - better than some homes in the States. We have our own little room and bathroom. There’s central air conditioning, and it’s about an eight minute walk to school. She welcomed us with huge arms (well not huge like fat, but you know what I mean), and she seems awesome to put it simply.

Sala
The view.

Got the hook up on some phones at Vodafone (don't they have that in VN?): two-fer-one. Feel like I'm in sixth grade again. You know when you first get cell phones? You don't have that many texts, and your parents told you to use it as little as possible? Pre-paid kind of sucks. Well we threaded our way through blocks and blocks of small streets, through la Universidad de Sevilla and finally through a plaza (read: mall) in blazing 100+ degree heat. 

The room and roomie
(I didn't bring Brian!)

Definitely wanna go back and go shopping at La Plaza Nervión sometime though. My bank account best prepare itself for warfare. (Males can stop reading here:) Our señora told us there's sales for the next two months here for almost no reason. Prices are completely slashed, and the clothes are actually stylish. No wonder Europeans and Spanish girls here are always stylish. Where we only have H&M and f21, they have at least seven equivalents. Heaven.
Cocinera, señora y segunda mamá

American things here:

Family Guy (dubbed)
Simpsons (dubbed)
Twilight (dubbed - at least in the commercial the announcer is Spanish)
Every American movie that's currently out
Mr. Clean (a.k.a. Don limpio)
McDonalds (of course)
(Lots of) Starbucks
Harry Potter's Dean Thomas actor (Read interesting tangent below.)

[The first night we were out, we were at la Plaza Salvador, getting drinks and chillin'. One of the girls in the program saw a guy and being as outgoing as Americans can be, walked up to him and asked if they had met before, because he looked familiar. He said he didn't recognize her and that he was British. The next day at the hotel we realized it was, because he was Dean Thomas from Harry Potter.]

Ugh. I look tanner. Hopefully, it's just the lights in this room. (And yes, it's a quasi-narcissistic self-taken webcam pic, but I feel like I haven't taken any pictures with me in them.)

Same same but different

Just the short, the down and the dirty.

More to come.

6.30.2010

Good job, man.

It’s early morning, but my body says it’s two am.

I’m sitting in the Brussels airport at some nice lounging area in front of Espirit. The airport here is very Hong Kong style if you’ve ever been there. Oh and there’s almost no need to say this, but European people are so European - I’m bloody well jealous. Except there’s a woman of unknown origin sitting across from me half staring at me.

Charlotte had free wifi – which was great (fyi for your future flights.) For the past month or so, everyone’s been asking me if I’ve been excited for Spain. Compound with the fact that I caught a slight cold that dulled my emotions, my answer’s been more or less: neh. But for some reason, it all hit me at once that I’m going to Europe. Yea. Europe. For a month. I freaked at CLT.


Shortly before freaking out.

On the way to Philly, there was a bit of stormy weather so we had to keep doing right turns for like 45 minutes. Apparently, that’s a holding pattern. So once I got to the airport, I had just enough time to:

a. Realize Philly’s airport is way nicer than Charlotte’s.
b. Marvel at the plethora of shopping.
c. Marvel at the plethora of human beings.
d. Buy some American candy for my host fam.
e. And immediately realize that my flight is definitely an international flight.

Sitting at the gate heading to Belgium, I started looking at the people about to board. I immediately spotted this trendy, hipster dude - you can imagine. Then I spotted a couple more European looking guys. Then I thought back to my Charlotte to Philly flight – there were so many sweatsuits I could’ve swore I was at the gym. Definite difference at the gate alone.

I realized how intricate airports are. You have thousands of people tracing their own intricate paths all over the airport and then out into the world. Add their carry-on luggage and one personal item. Multiply this by their two or even three bags. Then divide those bags into those which are staying in, say, Philly as their final destinations and those which need to go with their owners to their connecting flights. That’s what I realized when I looked out the window of the plane and saw the people below doing all the grunt work and putting the luggage into the plane. Honestly, what a b*****. This sounds awful but thank goodness someone does the grunt work. And thank goodness for technology. At least it’s made it easier for everyone – keeping track of where passengers go, what planes are with which gates, where luggage goes, what time planes are coming in, making sure planes don’t collide, etc.

So in contrast, it’s been kind of interesting seeing what kind of people do the grunt work here in Belgium. Lots o’ white people, I’ll tell you that. Oh and everyone here speaks French. All the signs here have at least two languages: French and English. Sometimes they have German and Flemish too. This woman told me that most Belgians can speak three languages. This sounds horrible, but thank goodness I live in America, and I already know the world’s universal language. Mad respect to everyone else in the world. Man, I hope they don’t change that for a while (China!)

On the plane, I sat next to this nice Italian(?) family (couldn’t recognize what they were speaking but def heard some familiar Spainish words.) Instead of trying to be nice to their daughters, I decided to just keep neutral and stay to myself and that ended up making things slightly awkward for me. Other than that, I picked the worst part of the plane to sit in ever.

I think I picked the airplane’s equivalent to a daycare.

Awkward Italian family next to me + screaming (and I mean screaming) infant + little toddler behind me who decided to use my head/back as a personal footrest and proceed to have a seizure against my seat for the ENTIRE 6 AND A HALF HOURS = hellish.

At least I managed to cross some movies off my movies-I’ve-seen list and get in some reviews:
Letters to John: boring but decent but mostly boring.
Mr. Fantastic Fox: holy cannoli, I loved this movie. Imagine The Royal Tenenbaums but more clever and involving way more animals.

Had one of the best airplane meals since I flew on HK Air when I was little (it was still airplane food though.)

But the greatest thing I witnessed was staring out of the airplane window. I saw us cross the threshold into the Atlantic Ocean – something I’ve never done before. It’s amazing how an airplane carrying a couple hundred people could survive to cross an entire ocean plus half a continent (and yes, if you know me, this is one of those “wow, X, Y and Z amaze Connie. No, really, it really really amazes her” kind of things.)


Yea.




(Caution: enter dramatic mode) I saw us enter past shredded cotton clouds and enter a world where we were just this floating metal bird completely physically isolated from anything else. I saw the moon chase the sun into another time zone. I saw the sun set on a cloud-clad horizon. And I saw the sun tag the moon back at sunrise. I traveled forward in time. I saw time change. I saw the world turn.



Flying over Europe


When we started flying over Brussels, I saw little plots of dusty brown and dull green carved out by roads that made the landscape look like dry, cracked skin. I saw little tiny insect cars crawling around on their owners´ individual paths. I saw intricately manicured carpets of farmland.



Brussels, Belgium

No wonder people are obsessed with model airplanes. And to the smart people out there, thank you for making our world better.

The exchange rate sucks.

(If I’m not lazy,) more to come.

5.21.2010

The hardest part...



....is that incessant line - blinking in and out of existence in Word or in this case, Blogger, silently screaming at you to get something down. For now, the humidity of this apartment I'm in mirrors the fogginess that has muted the vibrant somethings that once populated my mind.

Thus, I present you with the essentials of my study abroad program in the least creative fashion I could conjure:

Name: Connie Tran
School: University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill (man, that looks baller.)
Year: Rising Junior
Aspiring: Biology, Comparative Literature double major, Cognitive Science minor

Program Name: UNC Science in Sevilla - Summer (never really noticed they named it Sevilla versus Seville)
Studying: Organic Chemistry II (no lab component, unfortunately) and Spanish of sorts
Program Dates: June 29 - August 7, 2010 (dates which I have memorized from plugging into plane ticket aggregators over and over)

Currently: Not doing much, feeling that summertime laziness and semi-preparing for Spain (hours of plane ticket hunting)

Still too wordy for our Millennial attention spans, huh? At least there's a picture up top. Everyone likes pictures, right?

More to come.