(Some) Reasons to Not Date Me

1. I'm apathetic and unopinionated about a lot of things in the world.

2. I get lazy.

3. Sometimes, I'm too honest.

4. I lug around a decent amount of baggage.

5. A lot of times when there's toothpaste residue in the sink, I'm too lazy to wipe it up.

6. (Relative to a lot of people and with regard to certain things) I'm dirty.

7. (Unlike a lot of people) I have regrets.

8. I'm not funny.

9. I can be really fake/awkward around people I don't make a connection with.

10. I overanalyze a lot things.

11. I don't keep up with current events.

12. I'm easily influenced by things I think are "cool."

13. I'm carefree and careless.

14. I lack momentum.

15. I'm tainted.

Carbon

Everything's cast in a blue-gray film lens, and the world has yet to rub its eyes and wonder what happened last night. There's a feeling of a sports bra and cheap gym shorts and a portable CD player and invisible fog and youth. I realize that I am merely the echo of everyone else around and before me - of people millions, centuries and yesterdays ago.  

For now, living out of boxes

Flakes of Dust

It's 4:11 a.m.

Life Goals:

Goal #1: Be better.

Let's see what happens.

Alone with My Thoughts

While in Rome:

When I think about where I am and what I’ve been doing with my life for the past month or so, it makes me smile.

Money does buy happiness.

Never seen so many priests and nuns walking through the general population before. Sat next to a nun on the metro today. I felt sacrilegious playing songs on my iTouch with curse words in them. There was a little boy who was walking through the metro playing the accordion. The nun was the only one who gave the boy any money.

This probably sounds ignorant, because I don’t personally know any nuns, but I just wonder if it isn’t depressing to be in the world outside their sanctuaries. Do they only see the sins that pockmark other people’s lives? Do they only see pain and suffering? Do they only see the flaws in God’s little statuettes? Or maybe they just see the beauty of them.

Despite all the designers originating from Italy, no one’s really that well dressed here.

You ever have a friend from high school whose eyes always involuntarily twitched? Mine are starting to. No idea why.

If I could choose one adjective to summarize Connie, I would choose "Connie."

I don’t seem to have to the charisma lately to turn “it” on.

Random thoughts while traveling through England:

a) General inquisitiveness about everything around me: stairs, expressions, the fashion industry, adverts, how transportation operates...

b) Feeling like a mouse in a maze.

c) God, I need to learn Chinese.

d) What is American food?
e) I have wrinkles. (Actually, this one's while looking in the mirror.)


Sorry, no pictures. Refer to the Facebook.

Every clown fish will forever be named Nemo

Everyone in the world is asleep...